Chris Lintner.19. Trying to navigate through life.
You never apologize to me for anything. I apologize no matter who’s fault it was. I just thought that you would apologize once you figured out you have been unnecessarily mean. I guess not
I thought you loved me. I was wrong. I have never felt such hatred from anybody in my life. Everything I HAVE EVER DONE has been out of love. Everything I’ve ever done for you or in general. Sometimes the things I do are to set up other things that I’m doing for you. But it’s still about you. I know I make mistakes sometimes. But everybody makes mistakes. I don’t mean to upset you. And I’m sorry that I do. However, that doesn’t mean you have to be absolute shit to me. I honestly think about you 24/7. You are never off my mind. I may not text you or show it, but that doesn’t mean you aren’t on my mind all the time. You don’t need to belittle me or be condescending towards me. It hurts more than you know, and I don’t know why you feel the need to do it. I don’t know what happened to you. Where did “you” go. I truly love you. I’m sorry you hate me.